Friday, January 6, 2012

New Year, New Life

I have gone through drastic changes in my life in the past four months. I know this blog is supposedly for my online portfolio,but now i am restructuring it to turn it into my personal blog. I have put so much effort in this blog since I created it and i believe it deserves to make it live again.

I am about to rest from wedding contracts. I am about to finish the last contract I have signed prior to leaving for Singapore. Yes, I am back in Singapore for a full time job. Many people would ask me, but I honestly had a thorough conversation with my boyfriend and with my parents before I came up with  very big decision.

I was starting my career as a professional make up artist. Everything started well and I was overwhelmed with the appreciation and trust that my friends and people who have known me through this blog. I will forever show my appreciation to them for letting me be a part of their big day and trusting my hands to touch their faces on the most special day of their lives. But after all the contracts and inquiries, I have decided to take a rest.

The decision has been made with happiness and without any hint of regret. Everything is God's will and things happen for a reason.

I am currently working for an International brand of furniture and  I must say,this is more than I ever hoped and prayed for. I have been feeling lost in space before I left the country and I was in so much trouble dealing with some personal stuff. I thought I was going to die (exaggerating). But heaven has showered me with so much blessings after screwing up, after so much heartaches, and after a glass-full of tears.

I have so many things to be thankful for. I carry with me each day all the learnings that this world has taught me. I might have "slightly" given up my dream, but God has given me more than what I ever prayed for. It made me realize that sometimes, you have to let go of something precious in order to have a room for the best things.

It's heartbreaking for a temporary goodbye. But at least I am not putting an end to this dream. There are just more important things that I need to accomplish. My craft would definitely find its way. After all, I have been loyal to it and I have put my heart and soul in every face I touch.

New year, new life =)

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